Delicious C. Glide

Hands to Heaven

This song brings me back to a good place.... to a time before i even knew the rigours of what and how one should behave when in a relationship. When pining and moping about a girl were still a new and fresh sensation. Hahaha.... ya know, when i look back at that them now, they ain't so bad.

U'll see the girl in school and never have the courage to go up and talk to her. She's the girl that u just say hi and bye to. Yet with every hi and every bye, your heart manages to flop out of your mouth and unto the plate of whatever u were stuffing your face with in the canteen.

She's the girl that makes u want to stay back in school and pretend to study in the reading room in the hope of running into her. Not that any studying got done lah...after all that day dreaming abt how u would be the perfect bf..... hahaha

She's the one that u hope to catch a glimpse of whenever u were walking around before/ after/ during classes. That lead to alot o missed tutorials...

She's the one that u wanna have lunch with and never manage to catch in the canteen for a nice sit down lunch. Yet u manage to stammer and talk like a retard when she jios u for lunch.

She's the one that u hope is around to watch u bat a home run or score a spectecular goal.

She's the one that comes up to you and expresses interest in you one day....... making your life perfect for those few short but oh-so-divine months.

Yet although it didnt work out, i still feel those weren't days wasted. I'm not saying that i'm still head over heels over that particular girl... haha....sorry for all ur pple who like to read too much into my posts. Itz jus that the days past have left me with some really nice memories of how it used to be. Of how easily it was to have a good day and how simple it was to have ur day fulfilled.

This song reminds me of that time because i somehow associate it with Orientation Nite. I rem this was playing in the hall when it was dark. The disco ball was throwing light all over the place and couples were slow dancing. Was jus chatting with a few friends when i kinda drifted off from the conversation. The whole scene somehow stuck in my mind on how relationships are in junior college........... a somewhat pesudo perfect (in my mind at least) picture of guys and girls in puppu love..........


I didn't meet her that night..... and maybe itz jus as well... becoz the scene might not have been as perfect as it is in my mind's eye now.


I guess sometimes..... the best relationships are those that never happen....... Simply because u never know how they turn out.....
And if u never know how they turn out, there's always a glimmer of hope in you that it may turn out well in the end....... even though u know that those days are gone forever.

Put it down to plain blindness, or the penchant to live unrealistically. Yet this glimmer lives on in some of us... It sounds damn dumb lah.... but itz nice to visit the place where i keep this glimmer sometimes. It helps me live again.... =)


Morning has come, another dayI must pack my bags and say goodbye...

posted by clownz @ 10:25 PM