Hands to Heaven
This song brings me back to a good place.... to a time before i even knew the rigours of what and how one should behave when in a relationship. When pining and moping about a girl were still a new and fresh sensation. Hahaha.... ya know, when i look back at that them now, they ain't so bad.
U'll see the girl in school and never have the courage to go up and talk to her. She's the girl that u just say hi and bye to. Yet with every hi and every bye, your heart manages to flop out of your mouth and unto the plate of whatever u were stuffing your face with in the canteen.
She's the girl that makes u want to stay back in school and pretend to study in the reading room in the hope of running into her. Not that any studying got done lah...after all that day dreaming abt how u would be the perfect bf..... hahaha
She's the one that u hope to catch a glimpse of whenever u were walking around before/ after/ during classes. That lead to alot o missed tutorials...
She's the one that u wanna have lunch with and never manage to catch in the canteen for a nice sit down lunch. Yet u manage to stammer and talk like a retard when she jios u for lunch.
She's the one that u hope is around to watch u bat a home run or score a spectecular goal.
She's the one that comes up to you and expresses interest in you one day....... making your life perfect for those few short but oh-so-divine months.
Yet although it didnt work out, i still feel those weren't days wasted. I'm not saying that i'm still head over heels over that particular girl... haha....sorry for all ur pple who like to read too much into my posts. Itz jus that the days past have left me with some really nice memories of how it used to be. Of how easily it was to have a good day and how simple it was to have ur day fulfilled.
This song reminds me of that time because i somehow associate it with Orientation Nite.
I rem this was playing in the hall when it was dark. The disco ball was throwing light all over the place and couples were slow dancing. Was jus chatting with a few friends when i kinda drifted off from the conversation. The whole scene somehow stuck in my mind on how relationships are in junior college........... a somewhat pesudo perfect (in my mind at least) picture of guys and girls in puppu love..........
I didn't meet her that night..... and maybe itz jus as well... becoz the scene might not have been as perfect as it is in my mind's eye now.
I guess sometimes..... the best relationships are those that never happen....... Simply because u never know how they turn out.....
And if u never know how they turn out, there's always a glimmer of hope in you that it may turn out well in the end....... even though u know that those days are gone forever.
Put it down to plain blindness, or the penchant to live unrealistically. Yet this glimmer lives on in some of us... It sounds damn dumb lah.... but itz nice to visit the place where i keep this glimmer sometimes. It helps me live again.... =)
Morning has come, another dayI must pack my bags and say goodbye...
Our Hospital Names
I think our hospitals need to come up wit some new names. Reasons are shown below
1. Titty.S.H (TTSH)
2. Ass Gee H (SGH)
3. Kadang Kabo (KK)
4. MOUNT Elizabeth (Hahahahahahahahahahahaha....sorry liz)
yeah...so i thot...
Damn...i got this persistant cough that wun go away. I guess eating lots of spices and fried stuff doesnt cure coughs after all. So much for that theory.
Ya know that day at Phuture, i noticed something very startling. There are time periods for different grades of gurls. When i first got there, ard 12 midnite, there were alot of young girls around. It looked like Mambo i swear. Then when we finally got to the dance floor, at abt 1am, there were so many chio bus!!! Then suddenly at around 230am, *poof*, they all became drunk, fat malay girls!! Wadahell!! Remind me never to stay past 230am next time.
Ever come to a point during a weekend where u jus run outta things to do.
You.have.absolutely.nothing.to.do. Yesssss... i reached that point on Sunday evening. I was like sitting at this computer right here and staring into my desktop space. I had nowhere to go, nothing to do, nothing to watch, nothing to play and no one to talk to. Now, thatz wat i called spaced out. All that bullshit abt being spaced out when u study/ jus wake up/ watever nonsense. Thatz rubbish. You know you're spaced out when u have ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO DO.
Ever reached a point where u have nothing to blog about..... hahahahahahahahhahahaha....
Hey here's to all the pple that have finished their exams!!! FIND.A.JOB!!! haha... for Hole itz LOSE.THOSE.POUNDS!! And there we have our holiday iternary (how do u spell this?) planned out in a jiffy....
Phuture Here we Come!!
Oh yeahhhh..read the headlines people! Tomm we be at the club...after such a long time. The last time we tried to get in, there was a mass orgy outside Zouk man. So this time we must get in!!!
But before that we get to watch Incredibles! hehehe... oh yeah..sounds like a good Friday to me. hey i believe this is the first time anyone's blogging even BEFORE anything happens.
OKok.. i'd like to thank those that were at the "surprise" thingamajig on Sunday. First, i'd like to thank me bro for being there as my support, literally...... and also my plastic bag holder......hahaha. Next the YA for remembering my bdae and setting out to get me drunk. (I didnt disapooint did i?)
Next, the hall peeps, namely, me Taipan broz, the gagagirls, the NIE pple.
Last but def not least, me ex-roomie for organising the people over.
Damn happening...... hehehe
And here's to Friday nite then.... some links to keep yoi peeps busy.
1. This what u get for being female and a midget and a bullfighter ... hahaha
http://69.59.131.177/Files05/femalebullfighter.wmv
2. Poor birdy...he never knew wat hit him
http://s02.imagehost.org/0576/bird.jpg
3. Some of these guys actually DUN eat asphalt when they try stunts.... amazing..
http://www.shooshtime.com/clips/video.php?id=3999
4. Wonder if der can pull this off... haha
http://www.santoalt.com/awesome_floorhockey.php
Until tomm then all the Phuture kaki..... to the rest...whenever i see u again... haha
Wedding plans?
How may we screw thy wedding up? Let me count the ways.....
1. Stuttering when it comes to the introduction.
2. Looking constipated as we try to salvage the situation.
3. Cracking jokes that no one understands and afterwhich, nobody laffs (macam SP again)
4. Looking on in bewilderment as other people make their speeches and people start laughing.
5. Speaking at Chris Tucker's speed.
6. Taking photos of ourselves while there are other people on stage.
7. Not knowing what to do when it comes down to the crunch.... help
Pls let there not be anymore weddings in the next 4 years that i haf to help out in...... hahahhhaha... kidding. I dun mind...learning experience. Think we can try our stuff on other people now Ky. Invitation to Shrek's wedding? hahahahah...
btw, here's a REAL funny guy...
Open Realplayer, click on open, then copy n paste the below link.
http://www.personal.psu.edu/users/m/d/mdl207/russellpeters.rm
Peace Out... A-Town
The Beach Boyz rock...
Well well, Sunday is here again and itz time to chill. Sunday seems to be the day for people to sit around and sloth. But that seems less likely ever since i started work man. Seems that weekends are super precious now that we've started working. No longer the "I can do whatever i want on a weekday" theme i guess... haha... macam army....but not that bad .....yet..... heh
I jus found out something abt sms' today..... SMS' can bring u thru a variety of emotions, depending on the time of day. Like today, an sms came in. I actually felt pretty excited abt it, now knowing who would be on the other side. So when i opened the fone (mine's a clamshell fone) , it was like a little surprise! haha...
Then again, when u know itz bad news on the other side, seems that u never want the fone to sound off. Worse still is when u're arguing over sms. Then i get torn between not wanting the fone to ring becoz i dun wanna read it and wanting the msg to come thru so i can see the reply.
How about times when u're so busy that as soon as the vibration sets it, u're pissed at ur fone and want to fling it at the nearest wall..... also, how abt times when everyone seems to want to talk to u at the same time when nobody was interested jus 5 mins ago...... one at a time please people!!!
Ok..that was a weird entry...but jus something i thot of.... heh...anywayz... a little shameless advertising.. Anyone out there interested in LIVESTRONG Yellow Armbands? Can look for me... hehehe... if u dunno wat they are, ask me.....
American Hi Fi!! Blast it babe...
Ok..enuff of feeling sappy...thatz for a monday. Now's Weds and itz midweek! That meaneth that we are halfway thru de week! and itz time for a mini celebration!! hahaha... now for all u ladies and gents, i give u music for a Weds..... American Hi Fi with Flavour of the Week!!
ROCK ON!!! SING WIF ME NOW!!
She paints her nails and she don't know
He's got her best friend on the phone
She'll wash her hair,His dirty clothes are all he gives to her
And he's got posters on the wall
Of all the girls he wished she was
And he means everything to her
(Get ready to shout)
Her boyfriend!!! He don't know!!!
Anything!!! About her!!!
He's too stoned, Nintendo
I wish that I could make her see
She's just the flavour of the week
It's friday night and she's all alone
He's a million miles away
She's dressed to kill
But the TV's on
He's connected to the sound
And he's got pictures on the wall
Of all the girls he's loved before
And she knows all his favourite songs
For all my peeps...
This song goes out to u if u've ever been fallen in love, had a crush , broken up, been infatuated or even had an inkling of attraction before..... yet that particular one got away...... maybe u can identify with this....
In one single moment your whole life can turn 'round
I stand there for a minute starin’ straight into the ground
Lookin’ to the left slightly, then lookin’ back down
World feels like it’s caved in – proper sorry frown
Please let me show you where we could only just be,
for us I can change and I can grow or we could adjust
The wicked thing about us is we always have trust
We can even have an open relationship, if you must
I look at her she stares almost straight back at me
But her eyes glaze over like she’s lookin’ straight through me
Then her eyes must have closed for what seems an eternity
When they open up she’s lookin’ down at her feet
Dry your eyes mate
I know it’s hard to take but her mind has been made up
There’s plenty more fish in the sea
Dry your eyes mate I know you want to make her see how much this pain hurts
But you’ve got to walk away now It’s over
So then I move my hand up from down by my side
It's shakin’, my life is crashin’ before my eyes
Turn the palm of my hand up to face the skies
Touch the bottom of her chin and let out a sigh
‘Cause I can’t imagine my life without you and me
There’s things I can’t imagine doin’, things I can’t imagine seein’
It weren't supposed to be easy, surely
Please, please, I beg you please
She brings her hands up towards where my hands rested
She wraps her fingers round mine with the softness she’s blessed with
She peels away my fingers, looks at me and then gestures
By pushin’ my hand away to my chest, from hers
And I’m just standin’ there, I can’t say a word
‘Cause everythin’s just gone I’ve got nothin’
Absolutely nothin’
Tryin’ to pull her close out of bare desperation
Put my arms around her tryin’ to change what she’s sayin’
Pull my head level with hers so she might engage in
Look into her eyes to make her listen again
I’m not gonna fuckin’, just fuckin’ leave it all now
‘Cause you said it'd be forever and that was your vow
And you’re gonna let our things simply crash and fall down
You’re well out of order now, this is well out of town
She pulls away, my arms are tightly clamped round her waist
Gently pushes me back and she looks at me straight
Turns around so she’s now got her back to my face
Takes one step forward, looks back, and then walks away
